I'm coming out of a year and change where anxiety and stress have made it hard to write (a first for me). I think that since I wear my anger much closer to the skin than I believe you do, based on our conversations and your post, I channel it in a different way and draw energy and inspiration from it. I find it much harder to deal with other stuff, like anxiety, in a positive way, possibly as a result. For what it's worth, I think being angry with someone like RH is completely valid, since that person, whoever they are offline, said and did some deeply shitty things to a number of people, including you. Bearing in mind that RH may well be none of the things that person claimed to be (POC, Queer, female, etc.), but is very definitely a bully,I hope you can evict that voice from your head. In the meantime, you're saying important things and I'm rooting for you to continue doing so.